I'm. Not. Happy.

First of all, su-chan is leaving. This makes me really sad.
Second, CLAMP is letting me down with those x2 plots. I'm sick of 'em.
Third, the second link Movie6 posted for Sweeney Todd died again after less than 24 hours time on the web.
Fourth, school's coming back Tuesday and I don't wanna go since I'm still dead exhausted.
Fifth, there's that annoying girl I won't name who is almost claiming that she knows more about Sweeney Todd than me, and she says Sweeney has no right to kill Turpin, since it's murder and that "Murders lead to nothing but pain" and that Todd isn't cute, and he didn't say it yet but I see it coming... "ToddLovett is meaningless".
Can people understand that it's painful to have fandom insulted?

Boy. I really need some chocolate. And a good manga.

My second time posting icons!~~

My fangirly joy is officially set on: SEXY SWEENEY TODD

RATED R, USA?
I DON'T CARE!

Violence, blood, meatpies. Anything you say.
The "By the sea" scene is already a classic to me. Sweeney in bathsuit. XDDD

'Been a long time I wrote here...
Okay, to telle the truth, nothing was blocking my way to LJ, I'm so lazy in these times.
Family's going crazy, my sister cries and shouts so much that I doubt I'm really he teenager in this house, mother works a lot since Christmas is getting nearer, and father... Nothing new. As for me I'm dead exhausted from school, but the worst is still to come. Gotta do my 2 Christmas concerts, I'll probably have a private hell lesson with Poirier-sensei, and a music exam, only this week. I've got tests everywhere.
As for friends, nuclear war is coming, it's even worse than X/1999.

So, I really need some support.

I bought xxxHolic 10 and Host Club 8 and it wasn,t even enough to cheer me up. I just read, expressionless.
I spend my evenings reading KuroFay fanfics, expressionless, again.

The only thing that could make me go fangirlish again is...
SWEENEY TODD.
But it's only out in 2 weeks! I'll die before I can even watch it. And it's still not rated in Quebec! Awwww, make time go faster, Burton-sensei.

Music Meme from cloud9_alice's LJ...

"Rules
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
"
HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
The Bitter End-Placebo
Hm... Not very well, huh? Because I don't feel safe about toight (the end... of the day.)

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Follow the light-Travis
YES! HYPNOSIS! (Follow the light... hehehe... yes, the liiight...) O_O


HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Donjon de Naheulbeuk Episode 6
I'm... a baltringue! (somethin' between an idiot and a baka...)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Free Bird-Kou Ootani
Of course, that means... My favourite song...

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
The Cage-Travis
She is a bird, and she's drunk. But I haven't got a best friend ;____;

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
The Beautiful Occupation-Travis
OMG, This is... true.

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Fleur de saison-Emilie Simon
I AM in high school... Well, I'm lost... Like in the lyrics...

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
Kein Zuruck-Wolfsheim
By not knowing what it means XD

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Kiiro Vacances-ichinen bigumi from Pani Poni Dash
THEY ARE EXPLOSIVE! And they like vacation...

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Donjon de Naheulbeuk Episode 8
We're gonna kill the troll! (Kaede and I)

TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Spring cleaning on New Year's Eve-Masaki Kurihara
WE ALWAYS SEE THEM AT NEW YEAR'S EVE! (OMG, scary... O_O)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Living by the river-Travis
I live by a river (Near one...)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Onna no Ko Otoko no Ko-Ogura Yuko
YAY! The perfect song so no one will cry... ^^'

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Song of the Storm-Emilie Simon
They see me killing a everyone and mad? Well.

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Peace the Fuck Out-Travis
Yeah...

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
What's this-Danny Elfman
They don't know me... XDD

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Plaisir dénudés-Pierre Lapointe
SCARYYYYYYYYYY! (I guess...)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Donjon de Naheulbeuk Episode 3
Be a stupid elf.

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Darkness-Peter Gabriel
A.... thing.

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Concerning Aunt Josephine-Thomas Newman
No, it's too scary, they might kill you.

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
Aitsu-Decot (I think....)
Hrrrrrrm... Of... of course... O_O

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Never Fall In Love-Emilie Simon
I'd shout "LIKE HELL I'D LIKE YOU ANYWAY! i'm a flower =D"

WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?
Donjon de Naheulbeuk Episode 5
I don't wanna know...

WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Hyacinte la Jolie-Pierre Lapointe
I'm a pretty Hyacinte... XDD

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
Survivaure Episode 6
I guess... He or she... likes space... IT'S EICHI-BAKA!!
(from Full Moon Wo Sagashite)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Sunshine-Keane
I'm a sunshine in your life... =D

WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dreams Come True-SES
IF I MARRY YUUI-CHAN (it would be A KuroFay wedding, anyway, not mine) <333

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Friday I gave su_chan a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In March I didn't flush (-1 points). Last Thursday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole fengtianshi's purse (30 points). In January I put money in papercurls's expired parking meter (14 points). In February I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Overall, I've been nice (17 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven! Sincerely, fays_princess

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

Boy... Ok, first... I HATE GIVING MY BLOOD! It's kinda scary... You see the blood flowin' up... Even thought it's for su-chan... TT_TT

Oooooh, I saved fengtianshi's purse!

And, I helped papercurls too.

OHOHOHOHOHOHO I'M SOOOOOO NIIIIICE XDDDDDDDD

And I receive... the cursed oven!

...My computer is against my fandom, once again.

--Horitsuba Gakueeen~~
Of course Mac-sama doesn't like rar., so I asked some kind people if they could upload a .zip. Was uploaded, but it was a Window Audio-whatever, and Mac-sama fucked up my version so I can't play any. Result-> I didn't listen to my dear third Horitsuba.

---OVA~~
.avi file. Great, Quicktime stuff, for once. "You need some other programs to play this video, blah blah blah..."
Yay. Clicks on the link to the other program, but none are specifying WHAT are they useful to.
Result-> Haven't seen the ova yet. Waiting for uploads... *checks*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! HERE IT IS!!
OP: Sakura Card Captor? What the hell?
The song looks like and Ending...
But oh well.
FWR!
Then...
HERE THEY ARE!

Wh-what's with Syaoran's voice?
Ooooooow, I forgot how much Kuro-pon's not sexy in the anime, same for Fay/Yuui.

It's ... tooooooooooooo calm. Even the French Manga is better -____-
Fay looks so determined, what the heck??
DEAD BODIES <333
Smexy Kamui's comin'..........................
ARROWS!! *dodges with Syao*
Techno music?
KAMUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! KILL HIM!
nooooooooooooooooooooooes!
Goes back to the original music TT_TT
Kamui-sama is just too hot *_________*
Vampire eyes.............................
Fay's voice is faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake.
*sigh*
Good old time. Hm... Bad old time, right?

LOOKS LIKE A SCHOOL, THIS BUILDING!
The kids look too normal.
Fay looks fat, yuck!

(I gotta do my homeworks)

Kazuki's voice is horrible, to me. I thought it would be way cuter. Higher.

GOD I HATE THAT MUSIC!

TEH scene is here...
...
Total boredom.
Oh, the music should shut it.

Mom: WE'RE EATING!
Me: ... No.way.

November is the worst month...
It CAN'T be normal to wake up, read TRC spoilers and go back to sleep!
 ·Will dear Sakura get a bit nastier and stop playing the rôle of the in-need-to-be-saves princess?
 ·Will Syaoran stop be the savior of everyone and just let the Clone kill everyone in a merry way?
 ·Will Kurogane and Yuui stop in a merry Christmas world where we can have a six month vacation of SxS?

I'M BORED!
Christmas is still far and the only 'thrilling' things in my life are exams and trying to survive...
I want to sleep, but I can't, I watch anime but my head aches 5 minutes after I started an episode.

GOD CLAMP GET TOGETHER AND CHEER ME UP! =___=

In the last 2 weeks, some stupid 8th graders declared war to each other and threw bombs everywhere killing a girl named Noobitch, which breaked earth's balance and made everyone go mad, creating JFP's World War 3 between two distinct sides. Well, in fact three. Without counting secret agents...

Let's begin from the beginning.
Our gang (or "thing" with people in it) received a shock even since the arrival of Haddaway. I call him by a code name so I won't be discovered...O__O

But it was still okay exept for the GOLDFISH, who was jealous of Haddaway's popularity... And it was a bit too much with Haddaway, since all the girls were crazy on him (sorry, but he's damn ugly).
When, hm... *search code name*... let's say Rainbow, asked Haddaway if he'd go out ith her, he accepted but then BOOM! Jealousy, plots, and stalkers appeared out of thin air!

Again, it was possible to survive, but Goldfish was more and more jealous and it bothered me until, I exploded and told him he should go rot in hell.

Started the war... Miu (yeah, like the brat from Ichigo Mashimaro), went on Goldfish's side. And kept askin' me why I hated him, until I shouted something like "SHUT THE HELL UP". Normally, I'm not shouting like that, so Miu began saying that I wasn't myself anymore, that I was being a bitch with her, BLAHBLAHBLAH!

Cake, a very intelligent frend of mine started something mysterious called "YOKOSHI", a secret organization including Pink(me), Blue and Cake. We were trying to collect information on all the plots and things told...

Recently, I got kinder with Goldfish and learned a bunch of things about Miu, were... about 15 involved in this war, and it's extremely hard to understand everyone...

I've got a headache... IT'S THE WAR!

Incredible *______________*
Sumomo and her dance, Maru&Moro, sexy guys, AND THE ULTIMATE CLAMP BOOKSTORE! BRING ME THERE, SANTAAAAAAAAAA!!!

I want it, I want it!

XO

I... I almost killed my math teacher...
I went on the Hotline to Hell... I was only able to connect at midnight and... I WROTE MY MATH TEACHER'S NAME! And at first period he wasn't there... Nor the second... Nor the third... We had math at the fourth when...

He arrived.
I died of happiness.
I won't go to hell.


I'm working on a KuroFay fanart that I'll scan for the first time!!!
I know how to scan now! ^^

One of my ex-friend (I can't consider him as a friend now) wrote my a very gracious message that could be translated as:

"HEY, IF YOU REALLY LIKE TO TALK IN PEOPLE'S BACK, LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHIN' THERE'S A BUNCH TALKING IN YOURS!"

Just because I told him he was going crazy for nothing. He said that Mawid was being a real bitch with a girl. I said she wasn't and here's the result. But the thing is, should I believe him?

If what he said is true, then I don't know  who's bitching me!
On the other hand, he can easily exagerate.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, my head hurts, what should I do about this? I don't want to be rejected by people! And anyway, am I that ugly, bitch, stupid and annoying??

;;_________;;

SMEXYYYNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

of arms.

My. computer. died.

Or to correct, it was killed. By CLAMP who wants me to die.
I woke up saturday, ran down the stairs like child on Christmas to find Santa Su-chan's spoilers...
And my computer had been shut down. I was like WTH, and I pushed on the power button, and nothing. *pushpushpush* WHAAAAAAAAAAT?? *runs upstairs* Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad? The computer won't OPEN!!

I waited, waited, waited until my father comes to me and says: The computer... died. The power supply doesn't work.

Imagine my despair while I knew thousands of fans all over the world were learning what was happening in the new TRC chapter... I was only able to read them Sunday afternoon ;____;

ARTIFICIAL ARM!!
fengtianshi was right!

But what will happen of poor lil' Yuui, who can't do magic anymore? Well, Kuorgane will teach him sword and we will have the cutest fluff scenes of the whole manga... *daydreams*

Everyone, let's all pray the mountain gods to spare our meaningless lives from hell.
Hum... No. Wait, let's not pray the mountains gods of Shibata-ya so Ai-chan will not sacrifice her place in heaven to send us to hell.

And let's give me Gaia gold so I can buy the Autumn Kimono.
And whatever.

~

I discovered Jigoku Shoujo on Gaia, a week ago. They always send notification when they have new animes in the GaiaCinema. For once, FUNimation's work was good... Well, for Ai.
Ai is incredible, dead, alive, all the ways she is.

But she inspired me a grrrrrrrreat idea.
~sen.ding.peo.ple.to.hell!~
People I sent on the official site~~::
ø aurelie (2x]
ø helene
ø senpai
ø secchan
ø lilianne

People I sent on the veryverytrue site~~::
ø aurelie (nooooo again?)
ø antoyne (HAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAHAAHAHAHHHAHAHA!! BAKAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!)
ø mokona-sensei (for creating bishounens and making me insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

That's enough for twodey? No. I'm planning on taking revenge upon all of you.

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE SMEXY GUY IN KIMONO, THE SMEXY GUY IN KIMONOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333

Sorry, I had... a brain explosion.
The only thing that really bugs me is that in the next chapter, we will be stuck with the whole Syaoran-Watanuki thing. And it will like last... 20 chapters? Just remember when Sakura wanted to travel alone! WE HAD WAY TO MUCH FLASHBACKS!!!

Not that I hate that stuff... Just that the hyperfangirl's mode is on since Saturday, and that makes me more... psycho.
CLAMP's pattern:
-Gay fluff
-Filling fangirl's head with crazy plot twist
-Bringing in the angst
-Make us cry

"Reprise"

This morning, 10:00 or something...
Ms Evil Hilarious Teacher (EHT): Erm, -my name-, M. {WHO ALMOST KILLED ME (WAKM)} told me you could be part or the Middle Orchestra...
Me: *struck by a lightning*
EHT: They need only a flute, and since you take lessons in another school, that makes you advenced.
Me: oooh..........
EHT: There's practices every Thursday noon with the woodwinds with Ms Lemay and since you know her... And there's another for the full orchestra Thursday from 15:30 to 16:30.
Me: Well, I live pretty far from school, and well, I'll think about it... *OMFG, I DON'T WANT TO BE BANISHED FROM SOCIAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!*
~A while after that, M.WAKM comes to talk to me~
WAKM: We need a flute in the Middle Orchestra, and I've thought of you since you seem talented, and if you have the time to give, I'd be glad to have you in the orchestra...
Me: Ms EHT already talked to me about it... But, for the practises, it might be hard since I live far from school...And, well, I,ll talk with my parents, but if ever I didn't do it, you should take Marilou in your orchestra, since she really want to do it and she's very good...
WAKM: So you wouldn't take that chance I offer you?
Me: *IS THAT BULLYING??* ... Well, I'll see...
~After a horrible music class...~
Me: Maru! ...Suicide me!!
Laura: Wh-what?
Maru: Which disaster happened again?
Me: THEY WANT ME INTO THE ORCHESTRA!!
Laura: Wow, you should accept, that means you're very good!
Me: But I won't be able to live normally, I'm not a workaholic!

So, I'm dead, my parents want me to do it, but I don,t want to, Marilou is soooo glad I talked of her and she really HAS to be in that orchestra!
... But I won't accept. I feel way better with my friends, and being a musician is not my goal in life.

And I'm allergic to sesame... And that really sucks!